Talking to the kid who cried

Dear Stranger,

If I could talk to my younger self, I'd tell them things get better. I know it feels like we're suffocating now, but please don't hurt yourself. Life has a way of improving, even when it seems impossible. I know it's hard and I know myself enough to know you don't believe these words at all even if they come from yourself. I know you hate everything right now and you want to trap yourself in your room and self-deprecate but please Striving for perfection isn't worth sacrificing your happiness. Be kind to yourself, because you deserve it.

Tell Mom how much you appreciate her for everything she's done. Her strength is something to hold on to. Cherish your brother during those heartfelt moments, and try to live more in the moment. Laugh, play, and enjoy the simple things. Everything will work out, even though it feels like the whole world is against you right now.

One day, you'll look back and wish you had been kinder to yourself. You'll wish you hadn't rushed to grow up, that you had taken more time to enjoy singing in the car with Dad, building forts with your brother, and running around with our dog. Ignore the voices that try to bring you down. You are beautiful just as you are, with all your imperfections. Hold on to these moments and know that each one is leading you to a brighter future. You are stronger than you realize, and all these experiences will shape you into someone amazing. You are loved even though it feels like you're hated by the walls themselves.

-Blue