Please

Dear Stranger,

I feel like such a bad person sometimes. It eats me whole, killing me from the inside. It makes me want to strangle myself and apologize for all I've wronged. I'm a bad person, and I hate myself for it. I hate myself for treating people like I did. I want to scream and beg for forgiveness. I am so sorry for being an asshole, for not cherishing people, because now I am alone and full of regret. I wish i had learnt earlier, been a better person, done better things, said better things. I wish I were the way I am now, then. I was a selfish, insecure person. I am so sorry you had to know my past self. I am sorry. Please dont resent me. Please.

-Blue