Merry Christmas

Dear Stanger,

The year is coming to an end. I've graduated, made new friends, lost some old ones, became closer to family, saw new places, tried new things, and learned life lessons. I want to think I've changed for the better: better habits, better thoughts, just a better person. I sometimes (always) think about who I was, how i was and it makes me sad. There was a time when I hated myself, loathed is a better word and it makes me sad to think about it. This little girl who otherwise should've been happy wasn't. I hated all holidays, I hated anything and everything happy. So with this Christmas finally here I don't hate it. Thanksgiving passed and I was happy and excited. So I guess yes, I've changed for the better and I think that is the best Christmas present I could've asked for.

-Blue