Believing

Dear stranger,

What do you believe in? God? Science? Nothing? I hear Christians speak about God, about his love and they seem genuinely happy. They seem at peace laying their life down for someone they have never met, someone whom they believe 100% exists. I'm not judging because I want that. I want to feel that happiness, that content. To not worry because you know someone will have you're back in the end. To never feel lonely, To not be so scared of living. I just find believing in something, anything for that matter so hard. I really think it's the commitment that I'm scared of. Maybe life would be better if I believed in something, I think it would but maybe that's wishful thinking.

-Blue